I am so demotivated. I worked so hard on a giant assignment (worth 70% of my mark) and thought I did so well, received nothing but good feedback from my professor…and then got shit mark on it. The minimum to pass in graduate studies in fact. It enrages me and bums me out at the same time. I feel like the first few years of undergrad, where the hard work and the outcomes never matched. I am so ready to be done with this piece of shit program. But at the same time, deeply saddened at the ways my life will change in the next two weeks. All my friends here will be so far from me once this is over. Then, to top it off, my boyfriend is heading out west for 8 months this weekend. It’s all changing in sad and scary ways, and I am just so fucking sad.